100 stars to death

" A star for a day that you have worked really hard, when you reached a hundred, you can buy yourself a gift or plan a vacation to praise yourself."
...BUT, that might not have worked for me, since I might never work hard enough to get a star, and would led to exasperation. Instead, I thought of a better challenge, one star for each time you wanted to suicide or hurt yourself. The same rules, after a hundred, you grant yourself the wish - death.