Months of Mixed Emotions
barbishanny
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  • Reads 523
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  • Parts 20
  • Time 1h 56m
barbishanny
Complete, First published May 19, 2015
Mature
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One would think that a person who has been hurt so many times, would never find the courage and strength to love and especially trust again. But that's wrong, a girl by the name of Kimberly Wilson, found that courage again. Kimberly is known to be a shy and timid person. She thinks she knows so much about sex, but she actually knows so little. She has always wanted that one person who was a virgin as well, to have and told hold, to love and to trust with all her might. Kimberly had met a friend by the name of Kaden Myles. He seemed to be the type to have all the girls, with his hot light-skinned, abs going on under his shirt, body. But Kimberly is up for a surprise. Will Kaden be the one she always dreamed about but couldn't find, or will he reveal himself as one of the "others?"  You'll never know until you find out.
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It All Started With a Diary

112 parts Complete Mature

I anticipated every breath, and every word. Each day, you could only take an uneducated guess at what he would say. What he would do. My heart tremor as he leaned in. "I was wrong, sweetheart. I was so wrong," he whispered, the words tickling my ears. "Because with you, there are no doubts. Only love, so, so much love. And, I will spend every single day, every minute, and every fucking second proving that I deserve it." *** Kimberly Wrighton, the new girl who is desperate to make it through her senior year with as little issue as possible. The girl with a diary containing her insecurities, her secrets, and her true self. Kade Ryder, the typical popular guy who feeds off of fights, anger, and violence. The guy that gets whatever he wants, no matter who or what he has to destroy in order to get it. The bad boy that girls swoon over. The guy with a heart so cold, he would laugh in the face of someone's insecurities. This time, though, Kade had gone too far. What if the most rudest, arrogant, popular, and most beautiful man in your school took your diary? What if he read every thought, every bare emotion, and every word of it? What if, in the venture to get it back, you begin to see the real man behind the cold, hard exterior, the real you, and the real truth?

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