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This is a continuation from the first story, I ran out of parts, sorry.
Main Characters:
Y/N - The main POV character; a survivor of the Red Room and Hydra's cruelty. Powerful, broken, healing - and learning what it means to be loved.
James "Bucky" Barnes (Cyborg, Doll) - The soldier with matching scars, tethered to Y/N by pain, guilt, and a growing, relentless love.
Loki (Little Dove, Little Goddess) - The god of mischief whose unexpected bond with Y/N unsettles and steadies her in equal measure.
Peter Parker (Bug) - Her best friend, a protective younger brother figure, who grounds her in the ordinary even when the extraordinary threatens to consume her.
Wanda Maximoff (Sestra) - Her psychic sister in spirit and power, tied to her through a bond deeper than blood.
Natasha Romanoff (Little Raven) - The mentor figure, a survivor who sees Y/N's pain and strength clearer than anyone else.
Tony Stark, Bruce Banner, Nick Fury, Steve Rogers (the "dads") - Protective father figures who love Y/N fiercely, each in their own way.
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