Even In The Dark
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Ongoing40m
Last published Mon, Sep 23, 2019
Fiction
This is the story of how I met the best and worst thing to ever happen to me, and of how they changed me. Maybe it saved me, maybe it ruined me. It's a story of rage and love, depression and elation, of two messed up teens who collide amidst a world of confusion. It's a story of Alex and Jay, brought together through a twist of fate.
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Authors Note; May contain triggering content, discusses depression, suicide, abuse.
I'm just writing this as reality, it's fiction, but to make it real and heartfelt, reality and the bad things in it need to be discussed.
I'm trying to keep the main character gender neutral, gender may be revealed at the end.
This is my first story on here so I'd love it if you'd comment and stuff.
Kay thanks for reading
Bye.
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