Little Soldier
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MatureOngoing29m
Last published Sun, Nov 16, 2025
This is my honest narrative representation of CSA (child sexual assault).
It may confuse many, and it may trigger many. You have been warned.
I, as a victim of CSA, want to portray the true feelings and correlated with it whilst I pull a lot from my own experiences, this is in no means and definite journal- partly because some of the memories are fuzzy. Some scenes are direct copies of what happened to me, in a literary way, others are fiction, however please treat all aspects of the story as if they are my personal experience, because they were for someone (and I will not tell what aspects are my memory and what are not).
This project may never be finished, as I am pulling directly from my own traumatic experiences.
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