I thought I lost You (Gazerbeam x reader)
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Last published Sat, Sep 20, 2025
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In your first life (in the modern world), you were Spiderwoman, the only hero, and Simon was your Gwen Stacy. When your friend, Katherine Levine, turned evil because you wouldn't give her your blood as Spiderwoman, she took Simon to hurt you after discovering your secret identity. Losing him in the battle with your former friend, you can't move on, especially when your uncle died from a disease a month later.
After years, you move on, but promise not to fall in love due to how hard the loss and unfair it would be, since you would have compared them to Simon. For some reason, this broke 'canon', so Miguel O'Hara went after you, causing your death by accident. But for some reason, you're reborn..... in another universe....in the 1920s.
When you get bitten by another radioactive spider again in this life you become a vigilante as a high schooler and become known as a hero through the years before other heroes show up as well.
You eventually meet Simon again but not in high school like your previous life, but later on. Will you keep him safe this time, or will you fail again? Will you choose to push him away to 'protect' him or will you love him again like you used to.....before you lost him....
Warning: Violence, NSFW, Language
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