160 parts Complete At thirty-two, Daniel Bennett has built the kind of life people admire: a successful career, a picture-perfect marriage, and a reputation for always doing the right thing. But when his wife asks for a divorce, Daniel finds himself sitting alone at a bar in New York City, unmoored and quietly unraveling. For the first time, he's forced to confront a truth he's buried for years-he's been living a life that was never really his.
Then he meets Thomas.
At twenty-four, Thomas Reid is everything Daniel is not-young, free-spirited, and unapologetically himself. The charming Australian businessman is in town on a corporate deal, but it's Daniel who captures his attention. Intrigued by the older man's quiet sadness and drawn to something he can't quite name, Thomas leans in. And Daniel, against every instinct he's spent a lifetime honoring, doesn't pull away.
What begins as a chance encounter becomes something neither of them expected-a connection that feels dangerous and tender, thrilling and terrifying. As Daniel questions everything he thought he knew about himself, and Thomas wrestles with wanting something real for the first time in years, both men must decide how much they're willing to risk for the possibility of something honest... and something lasting.
Before I Knew is a story about unexpected beginnings, late awakenings, and the kind of love that doesn't just change your world-it shows you who you've been all along.