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The Battles Within

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This book contains raw, unfiltered, and graphic material.
These Psalms deal with real life battles-
addiction, abuse, suicidal ideations,
mental illness, self-harm, trauma,
homelessness, loneliness, overdose,
spiritual warfare, and demonic oppression.

They expose fake Christianity and bring prophetic messages.
They uncover the deception Satan weaves into Catholicism
and Christianity.

They pull the mask off holidays twisted into lies.
And they shine light on the corruption of today's society.

This is not a book of polite rhymes, sugarcoated verses or polished lines.
This is blood, sweat, and tears

It is written for those who are struggling and don't know where 
to turn

If that's you-know you are not alone
There is hope, There is healing
There is Jesus

📞 Crisis Resources (U.S.)
• Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: 988
• Substance Abuse Helpline    (SAMHSA): 1‑800‑662‑4357
• National Domestic Violence
  Hotline: 1‑800‑799‑7233All Rights Reserved

addiction christian darkpoetry depression faith god healing homelessness jesus loneliness mentalhealth overdoses poetry rawwriting redemption spiritualwarfare suicidalideations

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"Things I Never Said Out Loud" by LIA12WREN

This is not pretty poetry. These are truths I was never taught to speak. Here lie the words I swallowed, the pain I buried, and the questions they told me not to ask. For the unheard. For the unseen. For the ones who feel too much in a world that tells them to feel less. I write for you. I write for me.

Ink Stains on an Open Wound by BurnedFalcon

Some wounds bleed silently-in ink and memory. This collection of poems lays bare the raw, unfiltered truth of heartbreak, pain, and the fragile journey toward healing. Each verse is a whispered confession, a mark left by love lost and lessons learned, tenderly exploring the spaces where vulnerability and strength collide. For anyone who has felt the sting of solitude, the weight of unspoken sorrow, or the messy beauty of being broken yet brave, these poems are your companion. They invite you to sit with your pain, find solace in shared experience, and discover that healing is both a quiet struggle and a profound triumph. Let these ink stains be more than marks on a page-they are a testament to the courage it takes to feel deeply, to write honestly, and to rise anew. ✨ Dive into the journey of whispered secrets and tender reflections. 📖 Updated regularly with fresh verses-join the conversation and share your heart. 💬 Don't forget to vote, comment, and be part of this growing poetry community.

WHEN THE RAIN FORGOT TO FALL by EnigmaExplorers

I wrote this because I needed to survive it. Because there are some feelings too big for silence. Some heartbreaks too heavy to carry alone. This isn't fiction. This is my heart, broken open and rearranged into verse. "I saw you standing where the sidewalk curves, and suddenly my chest knew different words." - That's how it started. A glance. A stranger. A feeling I couldn't ignore. "You said we needed to talk. Those five words, I knew. I already knew." - And that's how it ended. Not with fire. With silence. I won't tell you that time heals all wounds. I won't say everything happens for a reason. I won't pretend heartbreak makes you stronger. But I will show you that: You can survive what you think will destroy you. You can break and still become beautiful. You can love someone and lose them and still be whole. You can be your own happy ending. I wrote these poems with tears on my face. I wrote them on good days when I forgot to hurt. Every word is something I actually felt. Every line is a moment I actually lived. "You are not broken. You are breaking open. And that's where the light gets in." - That's what this taught me. That's what I hope it gives you, the comfort of knowing you're not alone.

The State Of Blissful Misery by rattylittlehole

Strong and explicit language. Triggering topics. For mature audience only. Poetry exploring the darker side of the enfactions one crosses. Embracing the malevolence. Let the light slip through you as you enter the world below you. Be unafraid of what it has to offer to you. See the warriors who fight alongside you or slay the ones who rebelled against the one thing that would have saved them. As always, I will be editing the collection every now and then. I am unstoppable. Not even death can rip editing my poetry from my dead hands.

All That Was Left of Me by authorjess10

He was lost. Worn down by the past, unsure of the future. But even in the silence, something greater was calling. This is a story about grace, healing, and the love that never lets go. Content Note: This story includes themes of grief and healing following the death of a loved one by suicide (not depicted on the page), as well as scenes involving a serious car accident, medical trauma, and emotional distress in a hospital setting. Reader care is encouraged. Author's Note: This story is very personal to me. Growing up, I experienced deep struggles with depression. I'm grateful to say that I no longer carry those thoughts, but those moments shaped me-and they left behind a softness in my heart for anyone who is hurting in silence. I wrote this book to explore the grief that often goes unspoken, the quiet battles people face, and the power of showing up for someone-even when they seem like a stranger. Sometimes the people who seem "attention-seeking" are actually crying out for help the only way they know how. I've been there. And I know how much it matters when someone chooses to care anyway. At the heart of this story is my faith. I believe in God wholeheartedly, and it's His love that carried me through my darkest seasons. This book is a reflection of that-of how God gives us second chances, how He sits with us in the pain, and how He brings healing even when everything feels broken. If you're hurting, please know this: you are not alone. There is hope. There is help. And there is a God who sees you, loves you, and wants to carry you through. Please reach out: U.S. Suicide & Crisis Lifeline Available 24/7, completely free, and confidential. You can also talk to a trusted friend, family member, pastor, counselor, or anyone who can walk with you through the darkness. There's no shame in needing support. Asking for help is one of the bravest things you can do.

Poems of Pain and Solitude by words_harm_and_heal

For every person out there that was quiet, not because they chose to be so, but because they were choking in the smoke. Because their opinions were apparently not worth anything. Because they didn't know just how to say what they felt. For every person that is consumed by their own thoughts, the derision from the outside world only making it worse. For every soul that was drowning in remorse and anguish on restless nights. For every soul that says I love you in the dark and in the mirror because no one else does. For the floors we would pace while anxiety sunk its teeth into us. For the mirrors that we would break while shame echoed its laugh in our caged walls. For the hearts that would ache while loneliness was the only company. For every moment of pain and solitude in this world that feels too cruel for such young and frail minds.

Tales of the insoluble dilemma of teenage girls❤️ |✔️ by ann_britney

Welcome to the minds of diverse Christian teenage girls and the problems they face with supposed true love, heart break, pain, dejection and relationships and basically everyday life's difficulties. What do you do when your faith is tempted to the limits and you feel you've reached your breaking point? ~poems crafted to portray each girl's dilemma~©️ Enjoy✨ 🥳💃🏽❤️By God's grace: #1 in spokenword: 10/05/2020 #1 in prayer: 21/06/2020 #1 in thoughts: 21/06/2020 #1 in Christ: 21/06/2020 #1 in bible: 27/06/2020 #1 in gospel: 03/07/2020 ~Kindly check out my other ongoing books if you haven't seen it yet: 'Saved and Unashamed' and 'Notes on the shaky boat'!🏃🏽‍♀️

6,584 Days by jenniferdare

Darlene's life wasn't measured in years. It was counted in days. Eighteen, addicted, and already losing more than she could hold, she learned how to survive with a needle in her vein and a lie on her tongue. Then came Gunner. He wasn't her savior. He was just as lost. Another addict running from his own ghosts, another heart that didn't know how to beat without chaos. They found each other in the wreckage. But love doesn't fix what's broken. It only shows you what still bleeds. Can they save each other, or will their worlds collide one last time? ⸻ ⚠️ Trigger Warning This story contains themes of addiction, self-harm, overdose, and grief. Please read with care. ✍️ Author's Note for Readers This book is raw, emotional, and unflinching-but it's also about survival, love, and the weight of every single day. If you've ever struggled, or loved someone who did, I wrote this for you. And if you're struggling right now: you are not alone. Reach out to someone safe. 💬 If you connect with this story, vote, comment, share-it means more than you know.

My Savior , My Sin | (18+) by Clarashookookie2

❝ He didn't knock. He just came... with blood on his hands and my name on his tongue. ❞ . . Naira was never meant for soft love. She paints in silence, hides her scars under long sleeves, and lives each day pretending she's normal. Until the night a man followed her down a dark alley... And another man tore him apart to save her. Kian. Mysterious. Possessive. Dangerous. With eyes that promise pleasure, hands that deliver pain, and a smile that looks like sin. He doesn't ask permission. He doesn't need to. Because now, she belongs to him. Bodies begin to drop. Secrets unravel. And Naira finds herself spiraling deeper into a world of bloodstained love and intoxicating madness - where pain feels like passion, and monsters wear the face of desire. But loving Kian comes at a cost. And some obsessions... are written in red. ________________________________________ If he's a monster, then why does her soul feel safest in his arms? And if this is love... why does it taste like ruin? . . Read only if you can survive the dark. 18+ | TRIGGER WARNING: Violence, trauma, obsession, erotica, mental themes

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"Things I Never Said Out Loud"

This is not pretty poetry. These are truths I was never taught to speak. Here lie the words I swallowed, the pain I buried, and the questions they told me not to ask. For the unheard. For the unseen. For the ones who feel too much in a world that tells them to feel less. I write for you. I write for me.