My Life On Purpose
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Life doesn't come with a blueprint. I'm still living at my mom's house, battling daily struggles, trying to show up online with a clear mind. Even when everything feels messy. This is my story of searching for purpose while not fitting in anywhere, not even with the groups I thought I belonged to. These are my unfiltered thoughts, written in real time, as I figure it all out. Welcome to My Life on Purpose.
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