"My life. My trauma..."
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**(Before you start throwing hate, I must clarify that this is a trauma that I have had since I was little and when I am more of a teenager today. It is not a representation of mockery or contempt for the girl who experiences se##al ab#se like me. This is a story made by me, which is from the insecurities to my worst traumas and fears... Also, I know no one knows me, but I clarify that this is the first story in English, which is another one from Cookie Run, thanks for taking your time to read here. )**
Warning: Se##al ab#se, mistreatment, strong traumas to forget and scenes which would be fictitious but very painful to imagine, if you are sensitive to this type of trauma, it is advisable to leave the history. Your health and comfort is very important instead of reading this if it makes you feel bad if you experienced like the girl (oc as a representation of me).**
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