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mazzie rowan never wanted to go to that party. she wasn't the type-more of an observer than the center of attention. but one wrong drink, one near-mistake, and one cold, magnetic stranger changed everything.
billie was supposed to be someone to avoid-dangerous, untouchable, the kind of girl people whispered about. instead, she became the one person mazzie couldn't shake. pulled into billie's world of sharp edges, secrets, and heat that burned too close, mazzie finds herself caught between resistance and surrender.
what begins as tension spirals into something deeper, something darker, and something neither of them can control. love, lust, and conflict blur together, and soon mazzie has to decide: is billie her downfall... or the only person who truly sees her?
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