Everyone sees Han Jisung as the loud one - the moodmaker, the funny guy, the one who's always smiling.
But during the 5-STAR era, something shifts.
Behind the jokes and the energy, Jisung is struggling in silence. The pressure, the expectations, the way his thoughts spiral when no one's around - it's all getting harder to hide. He's barely eating, barely sleeping, and barely holding himself together. And the worst part? No one notices.
The members welcome him into the new dorm with warmth, laughter, and breakfast he won't touch. To them, it's just Jisung being Jisung. But the more he pulls away, the more they start to wonder: is he really okay?
This is a story about the things we don't say out loud - about hiding pain behind a smile, and the fear of being too much or not enough. It's about friendship, found family, and what it means to finally let someone in when you've spent so long trying to disappear.
Trigger Warnings: Eating disorders (anorexia), depression, self-isolation, mental health struggles. Might be triggering!!
A stray kids fanfic. (Bang chan × Han Jisung)
Jisung is the new transfer student in the Global Seoul University. He wants to live a normal life, a life without much ups and downs. Have a nice job and earn money for his sister. But fate chose otherwise.
Bang Chan is a full package to say in short. He is intelligent and athletic. Lot's of people respect him as hid father owns an international series of company, along with a full line of restraunts. The only thing is, he is a jerk who thinks that the world revolves around him.
boy × boy fanfic. If you're not comfortable with same sex relationship please stay away from this book.
This can include some triggering moments. anyways, enjoy the book.
start: 27-09-2020
end: 05- 06-2021
status: completed
(Now the spanish version is available! Go for @SquirrelLover8 )