The chaos in my head
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Ostatnia publikacja czw., mar 19, 2026
Life is a lie we live in.
And it's high time we start understanding that.
I've come to the realization that this big world isn't mine, basically I'm only but another passer-by.
I came from a lot, I entered a lot, and currently I'm passing through a lot.
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My thoughts are killing me,
I need saving!!! 😱
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