Looks Lie (Sanemi angst sanegiyu story)

Trigger Warnings
-Suicidal thought
-panic attacks
-swearing
-slow burn
-Self worth struggles
-talk about past rape and sa
-abuse
-violence
-sanegiyu
-anything you can think of really.
(my AU not much different form the OG one but him and Genya have a more complicated relationship so Genya disowned him first saying that he's not his brother because Sanem is a "murder" and all that stuff it will be explained better later in the story. But they will eventually have a healthy relationship.)
Sanemi has anger issues anyone who has ever had an interaction with him knows this. But why does he have anger issues why does he flinch when Uzui goes to pat is back in congratulation after every mission. Why does he hate it when Rengoku yells or when the others have an argument. Why does he avoid the others and why is he always angry. Like he is hiding his real emotions the emotions he was beaten for having when he was a child. Why does he refuse to show weaknesses?
(Non of the drawings i make are showing up sorry 😞)

Also I think this is ranked in Sanemi as 6th on Oct.8 2025 please correct me if I'm wrong