God of Desire
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Last published Mon, Sep 29, 2025
Killian Carson x OC
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Meela Patel had nothing.
Killian Carson had everything.
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Nisha's life was shit. She balanced school and work and her best friends, Vaughn and Gareths, mafia drama. The last thing she needed was a reminds that Gareths psychotic little brother existed.
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Killian's life was shit. He, of course, was obsessed with his girlfriend, Glyndon. At least thats the facade he out on for himself and everyone around him. And he believed it, until she entered his nightmares for the first time in two years.
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Warning this is a dark romance. if you don't like this genre this book is not for you.
I don't own any of the characters or world building except Meela Patel. The characters and world building belong to Rina Kent. Enjoy :)
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