Falling was never part of the Plan

Hi, I'm Jaymie, second year student. Simple, walang arte, some would say muka akong manang. Everything turned slow, it was Magical, the way he walk like he own the whole damn school, his eyes, his dimples when he smiled, his lips. That's Lennox.

Soon, this crush turned into letters, notes, and secret stares. My dream turned into reality when finally I said yes to him. He was my first, the classroom hookups, by the gazebo, the court. It was a thrill being with him. But I later find out the truth that I was just a game. Still I chose to stay. Nagpakatanga, nagpaka martyr.

Slowly he loved me back, no, he loved me more. He became obsessed, possessive, like I'm some sort of a doll he refused to let go.

"Yuck, di na virgin" one of my classmate said
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"Why would you do that, Lennox? Kiss and tell? Really?"
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"You're mine, Jaymie. I would rather let the boys hate you. Even if it means I tell them everything, the way you bend over for me on this table? By the door, in this chair."
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"You're fucked up!" I shouted.

/She fell first, he fell harder/