Emotional Time Bomb

Life gets harder as you go. But try not to give up. I did and look where I am now. I'm fighting and giving up on my own family and I don't know if i am being forced or am I doing this on my own? I just wish someone would listen to me! No one can see me and I know they can't hear me. One day I will get my revenge because when I'm gone they will miss me! They will only miss me because they just to pick on me and me only! The only friend I have is myself! Why can't I be like everyone else! It's so annoying how I come home wondering if I should just give up and make everyone see how they treated me. I already cut myself how much farther do thy want me to go! Oh, wait I know they want me gone and this time forever and I can always pursue their dreams cuz tomorrow I'm gonna be gone!