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Rayuwa ta ɗauke ta zuwa wani wuri da ko a mugun mafarki bata taɓa tsammani ba.
A hannunta akwai sarƙa, a zuciyarta akwai raɗaɗi, a idanunta akwai hawaye.
Ta yi ƙoƙarin gudu daga ƙaddara, amma ƙaddarar ta riga ta fi ƙarfinta.
Ta so ta yi ihu, amma muryarta ta mutu tun kafin sautin ihun ya fita.
Ta so ta yi zaɓi, amma ƙaddara bai bata damar yin hakan ba...
Ita mace ce ƴar shekara goma sha bakwai, amma tun daga yarintarta ƙaddara ta jefa ta cikin duhu mai tsanani...
A lokacin tafiya cikin wannan duhu ne ta fahimci gaskiyar kalmar:
"Ƙaddara ba ta tambaya ko kana da iko ko babu, sai dai ta tilasta maka yin abin da take so..."
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"Pleaseeee mana feenah....!!"ya fada cikin wata irin murya wacce ta narke cikin tsantsar kauna da soyayya. Kaina nake girgizawa a tsorace, "Bazan iya ba, kaifa abokin babana ne plssss ka kyale ni, bazan iya ba wallahi!!" Idanunshi ya zuba min wadanda suke a lumshe kamar na mashaya, dama a yawancin lokuta haka suke, sai dai na yau sun banbanta da na sauran lokutan. Na yau cike suke da wata irin soyayya, zallar kauna, pure love, I can sense them radiating from his body. Muryarshi ta kara yin kasa sosai, "na gaya miki bazan iya bane Feenah, it's not as if wani sabo ne nake shirin aikatawa ba" Kai na cigaba da girgizawa hawaye na sauka akan kumatu na, ya zanyi da rai na da rayuwa ta ne ni kam? Bana son gaskata kaina, amma I have to admit it. Na kamu da matsananciyar soyayyar Abokin Babana! Wanda a gani na hakan zallan sabo ne. Bansan ya akayi ba sai ganin shi nayi a gabana, kafin inyi wani yunkuri yayi pinning dina da bangon dakin, "I love you Safeenah.... N I Know you do, u just don't want to admit it!" "no....no...I...I... "na fara fada cikin in'ina kafin inji wasu tattausan lebba sun hana ni karasa maganar. Lebena na kasa ya kamo ya fara tsotsa cikin wani irin passionate kiss, a hankali na lumshe idanuna tare da kamo nashi leben na sama, na ji lokacin da ya kara hade jikina da nashi kamar zai tsaga cikinshi ya saka ni ciki, muka fara wani irin hadamammen kiss. Ya Allah! He is my father's friend for goodness sake!!! Zuciyata tayi ta nanata maganar, but hell!! I couldn't let him go, sai ma kara kamo kugunshi dana yi na kara hadashi da jikina.....Lengkap
KAUTHAR!!
Yadda ya daga kai yana kallonta ne yasa ta shiga taitayinta babu shiri. Ya fara dumfararta gadan-gadan, kamar wanda yake shirin cinyeta danyarta. Duk dauriyarta kasawa tayi, ta fara ja da baya a rikice, idanunta sun fito waje kuru-kuru, dankwalin dake hannunta ta sanya tana kare fuskarta kamar shi zai kwaceta daga hannunshi. Sai daya danganata da bango, ta jita ta lafe a jiki kamar zata shige ciki., Ya duka yana kallon tsakiyar idanunta da wani irin murmushi na gefen baki kwance akan fuskarshi, taji wasu abubuwa masu kama da jan wutar lantarki na yawo a sassan jikinta.... Murmushi ya sake saki, "kina ta babatu da daga murya akan Anty Ummynki Kauthar, sai dai, me yasa dana kalleki nake ji a jikina kamar ba ita kike tayawa kishi ba? Me yasa nake ji kamar.... kishina ne yake cinki? Me yasa nake hango tsabar kishina kwance a cikin idanunki, iye Kauthar? Me yasa??!!!". Ganin yadda take faman zare idanu kamar kazar da aka lakume za a yanka, yasa ya ja da baya, wannan murmushi nashi dake matukar bata mata rai yana kara fadada akan fuskarshi, sai ya juya ya fita daga dakin. Ta sani, kamar yadda ya sani, bashi da sauran ta cewa, don kuwa ya riga ya gama daureta kam da jijiyoyin jikinta! Ta silale a jikin bangon, zuciya na bugu kamar zata fasa kirjinta, ta samu kanta da maimaita tambayarshi a gareta, 'Me yasa? Kuma me yake nufi?!'. ***************** ***Zaku iya samun cikakken labarin a HIKAYA BAKANDAMIYA yanzu***Lengkap
TSINTACCIYA
Rayuwa mai ɗauke da ƙunci da kuma tarin baƙin ciki, Yayinda hasken wata ke fitowa yana haskaka samaniya, a lokacin ne kuma zuciya keyin zafi da wani irin tafarfasa, Idaniya sun makance dalilin zubar Hawayen da ban san yaushe ne zai tsaya ba, Ina jin inama zan iya kashe kai na! Ko hakan zai sanya zuciyata ta samu nutsuwa da kuma salama, a lokacin da kowa ya kamata yayi farin ciki a lokacin na kejin duniya nayi min zafi, Idaniyan zuciyata na tafarfasa, ban sani ko zan zama dai-dai kamar kowa? Ban san yaushe rayuwa zata juya min daga juyin wainar fulawan da take dani ba, rayuwata ita ake kira da GABA GAƊI rayuwa mara ƴan ci, ko wacce mace na amsa sunanta dana mahaifinta yayinda ya kasance ni kuma ina amsa sunana kana na bashi makari da TSINTACCIYA!Lengkap
🌸RAYUWAR MU A YAU🌸
Bai furta mata komai ba kawai ya ɗago wuyan ta da wani irin ƙarfi ya kafa mata a baki bata Musa ba kuwa ta haɗiye ta duk wadda ya juye mata a baki saboda tana da ɗan yawa har tana ɗan zuba a gefen bakin ta. Wadda ta zuba a gefen bakin na ta ya fara lashe wa kamar wani maye kafin a hankali ya zare rigar jikin ta ya fara tuttula mata madarar. A hankali yake bin jikin na ta da ya tsiyaya madarar yana lashewa tare da wadda ke ƙoƙarin sauka a jikin ta kamar wani tsohon maye.Nadiya kuwa an samu abun da ake so sai ƙara gantsarewa take yi tana sakin ƙananan nishi bai daina ba sai da ya suɗe ta tass sannan ya koma kan lips ɗin ta suma Nadiya kuwa take ta fara mayar masa dan haka kawai ta samu kanta da kasa mayar masa kamar yadda suka saba tun kafin Auren su da kuma kasa aiwatar da komai kamar yadda ta sanar wa da ƙawayen su da shawarar da suka bata da ɗaura ta akan mugun saiti.Wani irin zut zut take ji a jikin ta wanda lokaci ɗaya wata irin buƙata ta taso mata maganin da ya saka mata a madarar ya fara ta siri.Jin sabon salon da ya ɗauka hakan ya sa ta kasa haƙuri ta fara sakin wani irin Shegen kuka mai tayar da tarzoma.Ai ko kamar ta ƙara ma Tanim ƙaimi.Jin jikin ta ya fara saki hakan ya sa babu Addu,a babu komai ya afka mata kamar wani Akuya haka yake mu,amalantar ta Nadiya kuwa ta kasa kuka duk da azabar dake ratsa ta sai dai maganin yana son ya rinjaye ta Dan ma tana da karfin Jini ne. A wannan dare ne Tanim ya cika burin sa ya kore ƙishin sa akan Nadiya,ƙishin da ya daɗe yana Dannewa ƙishin da ya lulluɓe da sunan soyayya,ya tsinci kanshi cikin farin ciki domin kusan zaucewa yayi zagayen da yayi akan ta kuwa ya kusan bakwai kasancewar ya sha maganin da yafi ƙarfin jinin sa shima.Dukkanin su sun jigata sai dai hakan bai hana komai ba sabodaLengkap
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AL'AJABIN SO
Tarihi yana nuna mana abubuwan da suka faru ne kafin mu a rayuwa! Rayuwar duniyar cike take da kalubale, haɗari, wahalhalu da musibu daban-daban, kusan in ka ga ka gujewa hakan to fa alƙalamin ƙaddara bata zana maka ita a shafin ƙaddararka ba, a lokacin da kaddara ke wasa da rayuwarka ya rage maka ɗaukan wannan kalubale a matsayin darasi, ka kuma yi haƙuri da jarabawar Allah (S.W.T) a gare ka. Ni Fatima ban taɓa sanin cewa igiyar ƙaddarar wani na iya shafan na wani har su sarƙe wurin zama abu guda ba sai da na tsinci kaina cikin alkaba'in rayuwa, zafi da kunci suka yawaita a gareni, farin ciki yayi min nisa irin tazarar dake tsakanin sama da ƙasa, na kasa tantance wai ƙaddarar wanene ya shafe ni, shin na mahaifiyata ne ko na mahaifina? Ko kuma nawa ne ni a karan kaina ba'a tsaga ni cikin masu rabauta da duniya ba? A mafi yawancin lokuta in har nayi irin wannan tunani, na kan samu kaina ne da yiwa gwanin halitta godiya da bai sa mana wani tabbataccen al'amari ba, farin ciki ko baƙin ciki yana da lokaci, komai kuma yayi farko to fa yana da karshe, wani karin maganar ma sai ya ce abinda ya baka tsoro a yau babu shakka ko tantama a gobe ya iya baka tausayi, rayuwar tamkar tafiyar hawainiya ce tana tafe tana chanza launi. Al'amuran da suka faru a rayuwata sun sanya min karsashin bayar da labarina.Lengkap
NADIYA!
'Ta dan juya kanta cike da mamaki, tace, "Daddynka kuma? wanene shi?" Yace, "Habib Abdullahi Makama?!" cikin sigar tambaya. Jin sunanshi kadai ma sai daya sanya taji bugun zuciyarta ya canza. A duka kwanakin da suka wuce tun bayan daya ajiyeta a kofar gidansu ya wuce, karya take yi tace babu wata rana da zata fito ta koma ga mahaliccinta bata tunano wannan mutumin ba. Abin har ya kusa zame mata jiki, yin tunaninshi a lokacin da taje yin kwanciya barci. Wasu dararen kuwa har da mafarkinshi da tunanin wannan daddadan kamshi nashi, wanda ta lalubo turaren da yake amfani dashi cikin wadanda ya bata, itama ta mayar dashi nata turaren. Yaudarar kanta take, da take cewa wai tuni ta manta da sha'aninshi da kurar data kwasoshi. Ita tasan karya take yiwa kanta. Duk kuma yadda taso abinda ke tukarta a zuciya kada ya bayyana, sai daya bayyana din. Ta rasa fara'ar kirkirowa tayi koda ta yake ce kuwa, haka bugun zuciyarta ya ki saisaituwa duk yadda taso ta saisaita shi kuwa. Ta daure dai da kyar tace, "ok, na ganeshi. Yana ina yanzu?" Ya dan daga kafada, "ban sani ba nima. Kawai dai yace in zauna a wajenki zai dawo ya daukeni." Ita abin ma sai ya girmame mata, mamaki ya hanata motsi. To ita kuma a su wa? Kuma da wane dalili? Da zai dauko danshi ya kai mata?..." To domin sanin dalilin, don me, kuma me yasa? Sai ku biyoni Ni Jeeddah Lawals tare da Nadiya a wannan tafiyar tamu.Lengkap
RUFAFFEN DUMA
RUFAFFAN DUMA. A cikin duhun dare, a tsohuwar tashar jirgin ƙasa da aka bari shekaru da dama, ana jin wani kuka da ba a san asalinsa ba. Mutane sun ɗauka aljani ne, amma akwai wasu da suka fi sanin cewa ba komai bane illa saƙon gargadi daga waɗanda ke da abin da za su ɓoye. Lokacin da binciken ya shiga hannun mai gaskiya, sai asirin da ya fi ƙarfin mutum ɗaya ya fara bayyana. Gaskiya ta fara tsayawa gaba da ƙarfin iko, amma cikin duhu mai cike da barazana, ba a san wane ne zai rayu ko kuma wane ne zai ɓace ba kafin haske ya bayyana. Wannan labari na ɗauke da sirri, siyasa, da jarida, inda kowane kalma, kowane kuka, da kowace alama za su iya zama makami ko kuma tarko.
"Pleaseeee mana feenah....!!"ya fada cikin wata irin murya wacce ta narke cikin tsantsar kauna da soyayya. Kaina nake girgizawa a tsorace, "Bazan iya ba, kaifa abokin babana ne plssss ka kyale ni, bazan iya ba wallahi!!" Idanunshi ya zuba min wadanda suke a lumshe kamar na mashaya, dama a yawancin lokuta haka suke, sai dai na yau sun banbanta da na sauran lokutan. Na yau cike suke da wata irin soyayya, zallar kauna, pure love, I can sense them radiating from his body. Muryarshi ta kara yin kasa sosai, "na gaya miki bazan iya bane Feenah, it's not as if wani sabo ne nake shirin aikatawa ba" Kai na cigaba da girgizawa hawaye na sauka akan kumatu na, ya zanyi da rai na da rayuwa ta ne ni kam? Bana son gaskata kaina, amma I have to admit it. Na kamu da matsananciyar soyayyar Abokin Babana! Wanda a gani na hakan zallan sabo ne. Bansan ya akayi ba sai ganin shi nayi a gabana, kafin inyi wani yunkuri yayi pinning dina da bangon dakin, "I love you Safeenah.... N I Know you do, u just don't want to admit it!" "no....no...I...I... "na fara fada cikin in'ina kafin inji wasu tattausan lebba sun hana ni karasa maganar. Lebena na kasa ya kamo ya fara tsotsa cikin wani irin passionate kiss, a hankali na lumshe idanuna tare da kamo nashi leben na sama, na ji lokacin da ya kara hade jikina da nashi kamar zai tsaga cikinshi ya saka ni ciki, muka fara wani irin hadamammen kiss. Ya Allah! He is my father's friend for goodness sake!!! Zuciyata tayi ta nanata maganar, but hell!! I couldn't let him go, sai ma kara kamo kugunshi dana yi na kara hadashi da jikina.....
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