Only if you die

This book has gay people*giggle*
YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

also found the cover on pintrest

Onyx Dare has been known his whole life as bad luck. The weird kid. A murderer. his dad never talks to him since his mother died. His stepmom is nice but always fusses over his step sister. and his stepsister, Lucilia, doesn't even care. The only place that was home was the forest. Where he could find strange creatures and abandoned places.
So when he has to move to a town that has a reputation of weirdness, he figures it's gonna be different. Onyx will finally get a new start.

Vesper Thompson always heard of the strange things in the woods. He never believed anyone till that day. When Onyx walked into class with his sister, Vesper felt his heart stop when he saw those eyes. Those beautiful black eyes. When the teacher asked Onyx to sit next to him, He felt like his life would change forever from the moment he said hi.
and it did.

TRIGGERS CONTAINS! :
Boy love, gore, verbal abuse, physical abuse, bullying, child neglect, homophobia, panic attacks, and some lesbian people.