Under The Lights But Never Seen (agere)
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MatureOngoing1h 27m
Last published Fri, Feb 6, 2026
I'm so tired, but somehow I keep going. I lost my mom at 18, lost my job a few months later, had my girlfriend break up with a few days before Christmas, and now I have two stadiums that rely on me for everything. Between work and racing, I don't have time for anything, there's barely enough for sleep. I had no idea how bad everything had gotten until my entire world suddenly stopped.
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