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Muted Body

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Parts 11
Time 3h 41m

Jeana has lived a troubled life, including a recent tragic event at a New Year’s party. Like most teenagers who experience this, she keeps quiet and tries not to think about it. The only person in her life is her older brother, but she can’t even tell him half the things that have happened because of shame and great remorse. She continues to be harassed at school and at home, without any escape. Her best friend is now her enemy and her new close friend is someone she never guessed would be. 

What if someone invented a machine that could make you forget? Something that could have you choose to only remember the good things in life? Maybe I can survive this. Maybe I won’t think about it ten years from now. That’s what I tell myself. Maybe it will just go away…

“Jeana” His dark voice whispered. I didn't answer.
“You can’t run from me!” he shouted.
“Go away” I whispered to myself.	
“But I love you” I felt his strong grip on my arms and it hurt. 
 I woke up still feeling the burn on my arms from his grip. Tears rolled down my face as i held myself close. I wish he would just leave me alone...
 
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