Confessions / Rants / I don't know honestly
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MatureOngoing24m
Last published Mon, Apr 20, 2026
For if I just feel the need to let my thoughts out or rant about something (or someone)
TW: Wuhluhwuh (basically gay shit), maybe some depressed shit or talk of su1c1de, SH, swearwords, bad grammar, repetitive sentences.
Other than that, I don't expect anyone to really read this but my friends are fed up listening to me ranting about my crush and other stuff so I don't want to bother them anymore while still being able to talk about her :)
Sooo, one last thing, I only want advice if I say so, otherwise, don't comment or comment something positive that'll make me happy xx
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