Healing hands of guilty shadows
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Dazai struggles with addiction and nobody in the ADA knows. He also struggles with depression anxiety PTSD and schizophrenia. And the thought of leaving Chuuya behind eats him alive.
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赤 - RED.
赤 - Red. "Does it hurt?" Dazai laughed, "not anymore". Trigger warnings on the first page ！！Concluída
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