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this book is an in real time non fictional story of a man with Dissociative Identity Disorder. As time progresses so will the writing. I started back in 2023 as a writer and chose not to polish anything so the world would get the rawest story tell I could release.
Chapter 1 complexity lasts from page 001-065 which lasted from 2023 til the beginning of 2025
Chapter 2 is still ongoing from page 066-092 thus far.
each chapter is meant to be 65-70 pages.
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