Where is my Home?..

"The love of a family is life's greatest blessing"
I've heard this many times.
but why do i have this feeling that i'm not belong?
to my own family.
Paano ko masasabi na mahal ko sila kung
di nila pinaramdam sa akin kung ano ang tunay na pamilya?

I did my very best to prove myself, God knows i tried..

Nag mukha na akong tanga sa lahat,
nag mukha na akong ka awa-awa at ka tawatawa,
pero bakit ganun?
pinanganak ba ako para malasahan ang ganito ka miserableng buhay?
ang dami kung tanong na alam kung di rin masasagot na kahit sino man.

but i know someday,

i'll find the answer and if i did..

I Xherine Sye Smith,

will forget the word FORGIVE..