Maybe, Always

Aleksandr Sasha Fedorov has everything-power, money, and blood on his hands.
As the ruthless right hand of Moscow's most feared mafia boss, he's used to being a weapon, not a man. But when his brother finds love, Sasha feels something he's never allowed himself to feel before.
Loneliness.
One night at an exclusive underground club, he sees a performer suspended in gold light-graceful, untouchable, unforgettable. They call him Midnight.
Sasha offers him one night. No names. No strings. Just escape.
But when Sasha wakes up, Midnight is gone....and he takes the money with him.
A year later, Sasha sees him again.
In a grocery store.
With a stroller.
And a baby with Sasha's eyes.
Everything Sasha thought he knew about control shatters.
Miko Han has spent his life surviving-working two jobs, hiding his past, protecting his son from the world Sasha comes from. He knows Sasha is dangerous. He knows he should run.
But Sasha isn't just danger anymore. He is safe. He is devotion. He is home.
As enemies close in and the mafia world senses Sasha's "weakness," war brews in the shadows. Rivals want blood. The past wants revenge. And Sasha Fedorov will burn down Moscow before he loses the family he never expected to have.
Love wasn't in his future. It became his favourite crime.
Maybe, Always is a standalone M/M mafia romance with found family, fierce devotion, trans representation, emotional slow-burn, and one terrifyingly soft-hearted mobster willing to destroy the world to protect the two people who taught him how to love.