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Contemplation

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John's not happy. 

And his searching for something to make him happy. 

But is being happy really what he needs?All Rights Reserved

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Sparkplugged by Kazam_Super

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A Reason Why by OsamuAkugawa

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Something Like Love

Paul had strange feelings whenever he was was around John. something that felt like love. But Paul wasn't sure how to deal with these feelings. even if he did like John..more than friends, how would John react? Would he hate him?