"You only care about yourself!" she said slamming the door in my face and driving away in her car angrily. Okay let me start from the beginning. My name is Gavin and I'm 18 years old and I live in Mississippi on a plantation. I'm the baby in the family. I have 2 older brothers and an older sister. My brothers' names are Landon, who is 22, and Dax, who is 25. My brothers are the kinda guys who are laid back and cool. In other words, their the opposite of me. My sister's name is Anna. She is 30 and is a spitting image of my mother. My mom was the parent that took charge of my entire family. My dad on the other hand, was a person who does his own thing. He was the free spirit of the family. That was..until his accident. It still haunts me to this day and me and my siblings hate talking about it. Mom had to take charge after dad's accident. Our plantation is 10 acres. Our neighbors are the nicest people you could ever meet. At school, I'm not necessarily what you call, popular.
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Being alone? Check.
Being afraid? Check.
Being abused? Check times 3.
Honestly, my life wasn't this bad before, not until I ended in foster care...
SIKE! My life was always bad.
From the moment I was born, I lived with an abusive father who blamed me for my mother's death, and even I couldn't disagree with him. Here are a few questions I am constantly asked:
'Do I do well in school?' No, are you kidding me? The only subject I'm good at is Visual Arts.
'Do I have a kind and caring family?' No, I don't think I do.
'Do I have anyone who cares about me?' No, I'm a loner and socially awkward.
'Do I have privileges?' No, if you haven't understood the message yet, I live in an abusive household.
Now, you might ask if there are any questions the answer is yes. I'll give you some.
'Do I want to die?' Yes, I sometimes do.
'Do I feel alone in this world?' Yes, always.
'Do I get a beating every day?' Yes.
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This is Amara Williams, a 13 year-old with average grades and no friends. What happens when her only guardian, her dad, is dead? What happens when she finds out that she has five older brothers who are not only strict and demanding, but also protective assholes? More importantly, what happens when she finds out that she was taught lies from the moment she was born?
Follow Amara as she digs deeper into her family history, uncovering the secrets and discovering the lies.
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⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️
There will be mentions of abuse, r@pe, self harm, death, and many other dark themes. I have given a warning now, and I will give a TW in each chapter when reading for safety reasons. However, I want all of my readers to know what to expect so that they can decided for themselves if they want to read. Read at your own discretion!
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