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All i'll ever be

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bellaswan drama edwardcullen sadness twilight

I've never given much thought to how I would die. But dying in the place of someone I love seems like a pretty good way to go. 
It's not like Renee or Charlie would care anyways, both too eager to live their own lives without a kid in it. 
After everything that just happened in Italy and sitting on this plane in between Edward and Alice I realized that dying was way higher on my bucket list than I thought.  I didn't just jump of the cliff to cliff dive. I jumped of that cliff ready to give my life as long as Edward wasn't in it. 
But now I realize that it doesn't matter. Even if he was there when I jumped I would have greated death with open arms.
To so many people death was dark, sadness, lonely and terrifying. For me it was peaceful the thought of not being alive.All Rights Reserved

bellaswan drama edwardcullen sadness twilight

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