Forgive Me, For I Sin...
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This book is just an idea to show God's forgiveness as how I believe and hope it to be. This includes Satan as a main character as well as God and Jesus. It won't be biblically accurate, I haven't read the bible in years and don't practice anything. This isn't a book to make fun of religion, God, the devil, or Jesus. It's just to show how I feel God's and Jesus' forgiveness to be.
I am a spiritualist which, to me, means that I have a spiritual relationship with God and Jesus but I'm not religious. I grew up Christian but didn't stick with it and lost my faith until I became spiritualist. Some people have different definitions for being spiritualist like stuff to do with spirits. I do believe God and Jesus are real and love us all and have endless forgiveness and love but I'm not going to try and force it on anyone.
I don't know what the afterlife is like and I don't actually believe that Satan exists so I'm just coming up with something. In the afterlife there is no heaven or hell, there are spirits trapped on earth as their punishment/reward but some are reincarnated to see if they act differently than before. Then there are those who did too much wrong and are being punished before being allowed to have another chance and do right in another life and so they reside in wha mortals call hell.
Lucifer was an angel and was cast out because he disobeyed and needed a punishment for the harm he caused. He caused a meteor to wipe out the dinosaurs and cavemen, making him need punishment just like the humans got but different since he is of holy origins. So, he became the one that exacted punishments on the bad while he himself wasn't allowed to go back to what mortals called heaven, the home for God and Jesus along with all the angels God had created for company, and he wasn't allowed to go to Earth either.
Does contain LGBTQ+!!! I hope you'll enjoy this book!
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