I Found Her, But Lost Myself Missing You.
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Last published Tue, Nov 11, 2025
This story isn't about you-
but maybe you'll see pieces of yourself in it.
The names, places, and moments are born from imagination,
but the feelings... they might feel a little too real.
"I Found Her, But Lost Myself Missing You" is a work of fiction woven with traces of love, loss, and the kind of pain that teaches you who you are.
Read with an open heart, and remember: sometimes, healing means getting lost first.
is a bittersweet tale of finding comfort in someone new while still being haunted by a love that never truly left. It's about pretending you've moved on, only to discover that the ghost of your past still lingers in every heartbeat.
How do you love again when every piece of you still aches for the one who left?
CHARACTER:
RHEA(Colet)
KIERA(Stacey)
ANDIE(Maloi)
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