I Hate You

A lifetime of pain, betrayal, and survival. Every tremor in my hands, every blackout, every scar in my flesh is a memory of what I endured. From childhood fear to adult trauma, this is my raw, unfiltered story-the anger, the grief, the rage, and the resilience that comes from surviving someone who should have loved me.

Every chapter is a testament to the darkness I faced, the manipulation, the neglect, and the violence, and how I refused to be broken. This is not just a story of hate-it's a story of survival, of reclaiming my body, my mind, and my voice.

If you've ever felt powerless, silenced, or unseen, this is a journey into the depths of pain, into the tremors that haunt us, and into the unshakable strength of surviving.

Trigger Warnings: Abuse, trauma, violence, grief, panic attacks, blackouts, emotional distress.