I spared a shy glance as I looked across the crowded hallway. there he was, standing there. oh what was I doing? why does this always happen to me? he was out of my league, and I would only be seeing him for a short while longer. I popped in a pair of ear buds in the hope of drowning out the sound of my stupid feeling. I walked in the pattern of the beat, feeling the enchanting voice of Patrick stump pump through my speakers. music made me distracted, but why wouldn't it work this time? - if you've ever seen fall out boy's 'Youngblood Chronicles' you know it is a series of music videos put together in the form of a mini movie. in this short(er) story I will feature 11 chapters with names that are songs from the chronicles, while making something similar to a diary entry in each chapter. - This is a true story, based of of my experiences. Most of the entries were written right after they were experienced. Enjoy this insight into my life, first hand and full of every emotion I felt.