If I was him || JAYHOON/HEEJAY

𓂃𓈒𓏸 ✦ 𓂃𓈒𓏸

he loved him
from a distance.

quietly.
silently.
hopelessly.

sunghoon's smile
was never meant for him.

every laugh.
every glance.
every small moment-

a reminder
of something
he could never have.

𓇼

*if i was him...*
*would you love me too?*

the question
lived in jay's heart
like a wound
that never closed.

but while jay
was busy loving
someone who couldn't see him-

someone else
had always been there.

watching.
waiting.

heeseung.

patient.
steady.

the one who noticed
the moments
no one else did.

because sometimes-

the love that waits
in the background

is the one
that truly sees you.

✦
_rankings
#1 02z