Worst desire
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Mon, Nov 10, 2025
I'm Zélie, a writer.
Some of my books are bestsellers, and I can live off my passion.
I have my own place, good parents, and great friends.
It's not perfect, but it's enough - full of love - and that's all I've ever wanted from life.
Before him... I had all of that.
He destroys everything in his path - even me.
Even when he says he wants me beside him, I always end up beneath him.
He loves like he burns,
and I hate like I freeze at the sound of his voice.
"If I only exist because of you, then I'm glad that's the case."
"Why?"
I ask.
"Because in this world, you're the only one who ever gave me a chance."
He answers.
TW : dark romance, stalking, masked man, violence
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