let it all out (next gen tatbilb apply fic)

Lola had her first Lara Jean moment when she was 14, right before the second semester of high school. Only it was entirely her fault ... her finger slipped hitting the wrong button; send instead of delete. Since then, she did it every year (for the past 2) sending all her thoughts and feelings on new year's eve. A new year without the past emotions.

I'm a thousand miles from my front door
And I can't recall what I came here for
My skin is thick, but I can't take much more
Oh, I-I-I Let it all out