52 parts Complete MatureIn this haunting and deeply emotional prologue, the narrator confronts the profound numbness and despair of a soul drained of life and color. Trapped behind an invisible barrier of pain and silence, they wrestle with the suffocating weight of sorrow and self-destruction. Holding own lifeless self, grapple with anger, helplessness, and a desperate longing to survive despite the overwhelming urge to give in. This raw and poetic opening sets the tone for a journey through inner darkness and the fight for renewal.