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It's Never Over

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Reads 594
Votes 4
Parts 10
Time 32m

Mature

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Alexander Ramírez, a Junior in Willows High School keeps a journal below his mattress. Each entry a depressing introduction to a failed accomplishment. However, once he meets football star athlete, a bound begins to form that both of them, overtime begin to embrace.

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"Sometimes if feels like everything that I'm thinking takes complete control over me."

   My voice is a murmured faint sound against the night wind. Allen looks over at me, I stare back at him with a small frown on my face. Maybe I'm too high right now to understand what I'm saying, but I know that I feel like crying until my heart stops beating.

"Not what you might think. There thoughts I hate, and I wish I could be in control of me."

   The cracks in my voice can be physically heard as I try my best to speak out loud to him. A big part of me knows he won't understand, but I'm not expecting him too. 
 
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AUTHORS NOTE!

Hi! This is Ale, and I wanted to start by saying thank you for reading! Right now because the story isn't completed, updates come every Saturday! If I'm ever a day late I most probably missed my editing time because I got lazy 😪.All Rights Reserved

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