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A Dark Heart

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Aloha fellow reader..(if there is anyone reading, that is)
This book includes short (dark?) poems written by 14/15 year old me who thought was the most creative writer in the making.
I don't expect anyone to read  this but I just wanted to post a few, just for the sake of bittersweet memories..All Rights Reserved

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