31 parts Ongoing MatureBut how long can you force yourself not to kill yourself? How long can you keep pretending, smiling, laughing till you go insane? How long can you hold back the devil behind your eyes that screams "die die die"? How much food can you swallow, how long can you sleep away the dread that wraps you in its arms and suffocates you to death? How many times will you tell yourself that life is worth it, how many times can you lie and lie and lie till the truth ceases to exist? And one day you'll find yourself on the floor, crying, sobbing, throwing up, screaming, begging an invisible god to help, asking, "Is it worth it? Is it worth it? Is it worth it? Tell me, is it worth it?"
Abby Brooks is learning life the hard way. Her journal isn't clean, or organised - so if you're looking for a tale with a moral, this diary is not for you. Her entries are vivid; fighting between friendly and frightening. She's hurting, she's growing - and her journal sees it all.
Brooks isn't for everyone. Will she let you in?
