Lost Connection - Adopted by Scarlizzie

*This story takes place after Coffee, Roses and Hope, it's not strictly necessary to read that one before, but you'lll understand better if you do.

I used to think I had a special connection with music, an unbreakable connection.
I loved playing piano. Violin. Guitar... and others. But most importantly, I loved singing, and I thought that was never gonna change... but it kinda did.
I promised myself I wouldn't let anyone convince me to forget my "silly dreams". And I didn't. But they made sure I lost all the ways I had to follow it. I have no one to defend me, and standing u for myself it's... not enough. Never enough.

Now I think I lost my special connection. The only one I had.
The love is still there- it's just... I don't really know.
It's lost
I'm lost.
A lost connection.