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I Love Me
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Ongoing, First published Nov 01
Mature
I Love Me follows the story of Zachary Hughes, a teenage boy who hides behind the life of "Melanie," the name everyone still calls him by. To the outside world, "Melanie" is the kind of girl everyone wants to be-beautiful, admired, the center of every social circle-but inside, Zachary feels invisible, trapped in a body and a family that refuse to see who he truly is.
At home, the air is heavy with fear and unspoken pain. Every word feels like it could set something off. His mother's sharp voice cuts deeper than she realizes, and his father's presence fills the house with a quiet tension that makes Zachary want to disappear entirely. He carries the ghosts of these moments with him, the way some people carry scars-hidden, but always aching.
Zachary's only real comfort comes from his memories of his sister, who once understood everything without needing words. But she's gone now, a loss that hangs over him like fog, another reminder of how suffocating life under his parents' roof can be. Her absence leaves a hollow place in him that nothing seems to fill.
Then there's Milton Rumson-the boy who makes Zachary feel seen, even when he can't bring himself to be honest about who he is. Milton is kind, warm in a way that feels almost foreign, and being near him is the only time Zachary's reflection feels like it might belong to the person he dreams of becoming. But love, for Zachary, is both a lifeline and a risk. The fear of being found out-of losing everything he's barely holding together-keeps him silent, performing a role he never auditioned for.
As the story unfolds, I Love Me becomes a portrait of a young person wrestling with identity, self-worth, and survival. It's a story about learning to look at yourself and say, despite the world's cruelty, I deserve to exist. Zachary's journey is quiet but powerful-a slow reclaiming of his name, his truth, and the fragments of love that help him begin to heal.
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