I Love Me follows the story of Zachary Hughes, a teenage boy who hides behind the life of "Melanie," the name everyone still calls him by. To the outside world, "Melanie" is the kind of girl everyone wants to be-beautiful, admired, the center of every social circle-but inside, Zachary feels invisible, trapped in a body and a family that refuse to see who he truly is.
At home, the air is heavy with fear and unspoken pain. Every word feels like it could set something off. His mother's sharp voice cuts deeper than she realizes, and his father's presence fills the house with a quiet tension that makes Zachary want to disappear entirely. He carries the ghosts of these moments with him, the way some people carry scars-hidden, but always aching.
Zachary's only real comfort comes from his memories of his sister, who once understood everything without needing words. But she's gone now, a loss that hangs over him like fog, another reminder of how suffocating life under his parents' roof can be. Her absence leaves a hollow place in him that nothing seems to fill.
Then there's Milton Rumson-the boy who makes Zachary feel seen, even when he can't bring himself to be honest about who he is. Milton is kind, warm in a way that feels almost foreign, and being near him is the only time Zachary's reflection feels like it might belong to the person he dreams of becoming. But love, for Zachary, is both a lifeline and a risk. The fear of being found out-of losing everything he's barely holding together-keeps him silent, performing a role he never auditioned for.
As the story unfolds, I Love Me becomes a portrait of a young person wrestling with identity, self-worth, and survival. It's a story about learning to look at yourself and say, despite the world's cruelty, I deserve to exist. Zachary's journey is quiet but powerful-a slow reclaiming of his name, his truth, and the fragments of love that help him begin to heal.
MXM story 2 in a series of 6
Follows Let Them Eat Cake
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Steves recently discovered son Connor is now 21.
As he arrives to live at the flat above the shop he'll be living on his own for the first time.
He has a girlfriend, but is he with her for the right reasons?, he knows he isn't, he's with her because it's what's expected.
When she meets Steve and Nick, his dad and his step dad the homophobic woman is not impressed.
As expected a nasty break up ensues.
Head barman of their local pub, Blake Windsor sees things and hears things when he's behind the bar, privy to all manner of angst and family drama he usually ignores it, it's not his business.
When Connors homophobic girlfriend turns against him, he can't help but take the time to console the younger man who sits at his bar with a bruised face.
Only really knowing the man through his friendship with his dads, Connor finally "looks" at Blake for the very first time, there's definitely something about him that lights a spark.
Blake is not only older though, he has baggage, LOTS of it.
Beaten and forced to leave home at 17, homelessness, abuse, a failed Vegas marriage and failed relationships, all lead to deep seated self hatred, hidden beneath his wonky smile and his brilliant blue eyes.
Can Connor find his true self with help from Steve and Nick?, and from Blake?.
Bullying and abuse by his exes brother, and a random accident that puts Blake in hospital, put a huge strain on their relationship.
Blakes estranged sister finds him by a quirk of fate, after 15 years, with the news of their abusive fathers death and Blake is forced to confront and relive his past.
Why is love such hard work?.
All Connor wants is a love like his dad and Nick have, he wants A Love Like That.
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This story is my own, please don't plagerise me, I would never do that to others.
cover artwork is not mine, credit to the original artist.
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This story leads into number three of the series, Runaway!