What If I Was Nothing?
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Hannah and Ryan once believed love meant being everything to each other.
But somewhere between unanswered calls, quiet dinners, and promises that became too heavy to carry, their relationship began to change.
Ryan has spent years trying to protect Hannah from every fear, every mistake, and every moment of pain. Hannah has spent just as long pretending she is fine so he will stop trying to save her. They still love each other, but love has become tangled with guilt, dependence, and the fear of who they might be apart.
When one broken promise brings everything they have avoided to the surface, they are forced to confront the question neither of them is ready to answer:
What if losing the person you love does not make you nothing?
A bittersweet story about love, identity, letting go, and learning that sometimes two people must fall apart before they can become whole.
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