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[JuniorxMark] - Nong Mark's diary
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Publikasi terakhir Sab, Nov 8, 2025
Genre: Diary - Inner Monologue, Slow Burn
Status: On Going
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Tonight, I'm drunk.
Not because of alcohol - but because of you.
One time drunk...
Just one glance...
One unscripted kiss...
Yet it will stay forever in my story.
I'll keep it just for myself - only I will know.
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Maybe I've just gotten used to loving alone.
Today, I played my role well again - the role of me.
While my heart keeps performing the same old part:
silently loving you, behind the scenes.
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And now I understand - the only thing I once designed with all my heart
turned out to be nothing more than a joke in your memory today.
So that's how it is...
I've been quietly writing a love story - one you never even read.
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