i cant fall in love they cant love somebody like me fan fiction one direction

My name is raven yes im emo my dad died when i was 10 years young and know my mom blames me for his death she abuses me and i cut i have a best friend bailey star i love her name i do to for mine raven black i love screamo music baybay baileys nick name and mine is rave or ren shes a girly girl she loves one direction and some reasion i do to but what happens when they get back sage ticket and fall in love or not or are one or more falling in love with them

This is my first story and in not the best speller so if i get any words wrong ill try my best so u can under stand them