Memoir Of A Girl
In therapy, healing did have a shadow.
"I can promise that you never have to worry about that happening to you, with me, here." his words aren't very reassuring, it wasn't like him saying that made my worries magically disappear. In a way, the effort is appreciated. "I want you to be able to trust me."
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This story follows girly a year after she was released from an inpatient treatment center regarding her disordered eating and her not so recent breakup. Read as she walks us through her present life, obsessively reflecting on her past. Her mandatory therapy--maybe good for her at first, becomes a pawn in her dismay. But self aware of who she is, she stills cycles through her own self destructive impulses searching for meaning in her life with fleeting moments of comfort.
Time moves depressingly slow in this waiting game of her life. Long isolated days in bed with the overwhelming desire to be understood, and to understand, she dissects her traumas, work in the entertainment industry, and terrors. She takes us along this journey of false hope and self discovery.
See her thoughts become louder over time.
This is not a love story.
(writing a story that is built from experiences throughout my life, current events, and my thoughts. just putting it all into words, into a character. it's not all just about me though, it's about the characters too. this is their story too. i just like to write. it's a form of venting for me. read if you like or if you're nosy and interested in a deep dive into my life)
ITS LIKE MY PERSONAL DIGITAL JOURNAL
(the doctor in my book isn't a real person from my life, he's just meant to represent everything all in one, a cycle, he's symbolic, and how for the main character, all roads lead to rome