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Existing.

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Existing.

When some of us are breaking,
some are boarding planes with brand-new passports,
some just got the job, the degree, the ring, the baby,
and some still wake up at 3 a.m. asking "is this all?"

Some are surviving the wreckage,
some are dancing through chaos,
some are cradling loss like an old scar,
and some are claiming the win they never saw coming.

No sermons.
Only soft truths, late-night thoughts, and the gentle reminder that your page is still being written-through the falls, the fights, the fragile triumphs.
If you've ever felt too much or not enough,
this is your silent companion.


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