First crush,last love.

Its actually Ironic, how my life ended up like this.
I had him, my childhood best friend slash first crush. He was there when no one else was, but then he left, it felt like the world stole a huge part of me.

Dear Ana,
Your too young to understand things, for now. But eventually,you will. I'd like to be there as you grow older, I want to be the first guy you'll love. but for now, I have to say my goodbye. I have to live my life, predicted by my parents, I'd love to look after you, but I have to go. Goodbye you witch cheater, I hate you for stealing my game console you..
-You love me.

I only had this, wishing I had more of this, more of his letters. I had read it for a thousand times, it has been 15 years since he left.