T: "I love you... but this is better." L: "I love you... don't leave me, please..." She was broken. I stepped back and walked to the door. I opened it and looked one last time at the only love of my life. L: "Don't go..." And the door shut. And I woke up again. Again. For half a year now. The same dream. Over and over. I ran my fingers through my hair and looked at the clock. 3 a.m. I didn't even need to check, because that's the usual time. I hugged the pillow that had his T-shirt on it. The T-shirt that no longer smelled like him. The T-shirt that was now full of my tears. The T-shirt that now means everything to me.
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