Vows of silence [ 1 ]

Maybe it was never about the things we have been through .

Maybe it never went the way I thought it would have been .

The nights were dark and cold , I thought when he came it was some kind of miracle on me , but just to know it was the ruin of me .

The vows I never thought I would take .
The sins I never thought I would commit .

He was my ruin , my destruction and all the other things I never thought would happen to me , he made it exist like it was nothing for him --maybe it was actually nothing for him .

I vainsed so that he could no longer could see me , but little did I know even if I hide in my so called grave he would dig it out just to confirm it and announce I am dead .

For all the readers out there who loved monsters more than heros this is for you --
You will meet the monster of those nightmares itself that you never thought of meeting --

BY ~ RummSWrits